superstition and Friday the 13th

is it anti christian to be superstitious? A friend once told me that being superstitious meant that I thought God was punishing me, but I had never thought about it this way--anybody have any opinions on this, because I am very superstitious, but don't want to be anti-christian--is there a way to be both?

I can feel the power of heaven...

I love listening to the church songs I was able to download from LDS.org, but there are a few that definitely get my attention...and with words like this who wouldn't notice?

I can feel the power of heaven as I stand on holy ground and the spirit wispers
what I long t learn, eyes are touched with understanding, I can see beyond
this world, it is the place I reach for heaven and it reaches in return

The song is called "Strength Beyond my own" and was written by Steven Kapp Perry. This is just the chorus, but it is so beautiful that everytime I hear it I know without a doubt that it is true, that Christ lives, and that no matter what happens life is worthwhile.

The site where I found this song is here but if you would like to just listen to the song try this. Click on the songs title above or here for the sheet music. Here is another page you might be interested in. I love how many resources the church has for us to use, and for free. Check out this site, too. And since there is a lot do do on those sites, I won't write a huge message, just wanted to wish you luck and remind you that blessings and miracles are still happening all around us, all we have to do is look for them.

I am a child of God and he loves me!

and don't forget it!

(mommy loves you too baby)

mommy loves yo

Fabtaculous

Today has just been fabtaculous--this whole time I have been worried about nothing and today it finally started to fall into place. I am starting to think that life is kind of like a Rubik's cube because once I get use to things lining up and falling into place they seem to suddenly no longer be that way, but that is life, so you pick yourself up and just keep trucking, fake a smile and tell yourself it is all fabtacular until one day you believe it and so does everyone else and before you know it everything is falling into place again--I definitely think I prefer life to be a Rubik's Cube then to be a rollercoaster--I'm just saying.

Night ya'll!

I was visited by an angel with a message

Yes, I find it rather hard to believe myself, but I do believe I was visited by an Angel, in my dreams it was. She looked so familiar but I just can't place where I know her from, I can't even describe what she looked like except that she had brown curly hair and an angelic face (I know how ironic, right), either way, she told me she had a message for me and that I needed to pay attention.

Her message was. "You have cancer, you have uteran cancer and you have to go to the doctor and get it treated" I told her I was to young to have uteran cancer, I asked her if she was sure it wasuteran cancer, I pointed out how my Grandma died of uteran cancer (actually she had uteran cancer so she had her uterous removed and then got overian cancer and that was what she died from, but it started out as uteran cancer) and that if I had uteran cancer I would have to have my uterus removed and that if I had my uterus removed I wouldn't be able to have anymore kids.

She then said something along the lines of 'I know' and 'so hurry and get it treated' but I don't remember that part all too clear, I just remember waking up and crying because we recently found out that I wouldn't be able to be a foster parent until I am abe to drive and as long as I suffer from my movement disorder I won't drive out of fear of what could happen, so it seems as if my dream of having a huge family might never become a reality--that is, if the angel was right.

So I'm wondering what would you all do if you were visited by an angel? You you act on it or ignore it as just a figment of your imagination? Have you been visited by an angel?

I still haven't decided exactly what I will do, It seems as if it can't be, I am still only 25 and i recently had a physical and everything came back good, not ot mention I have had enough blood work to drain me dry--one would think if I had cancer they would have found it by now, but then again, you never know.