I'm at a cross roads

well, as you all can see, the postign a scripture a day has come to a halt, but only temperorily, I was doign that during naptime, reading the scriptures to the kids and then sitting and typing while I waited for them to all go to sleep, but I discovered something, first off, kids have a hard time understanding the Old Testament, even if the book you are reading to them has their name it in, and secondly, when I type about scriptures my posts are super long and probably super confusing. I haven't given up on the scriptures yet, I am just trying to figure out how to make everything work out.

I had a friend, and one of my most dedicated followers, tell me that she couldn't even get through one scripture post because it was too churchy, which also made me feel that I was pouring out a little too much of my heart to share with people I didn't even know, this blog was created at first with the intentions to be funny, but upon creating my other blogs that had their own unique characteristic (my medical blog, my random thoughts blog, my momma thoughts blog, and then the animal house blog) I felt like this one needed it's own thing too, and since Lewis 4 Higher was created with the intentions of Higher standing for a higher standard of living (with a sense to not just quality but also spirituality) I felt that this blog could be my spiritual side. I have considered going back on that but deep down inside I know I will regret it, I might lose some readers because they don't like my spirituality but I also know that if they are going to judge me so harshly then I don't really want that kind of a reader here anyways (not talking about my friend, she hasn't given up on me, I think she just reads this blog on Sunday)

Since I started the scripture a day I felt a change throughout my house, a sense of security and a major sense of well being, and even with the what has currently been going on and my inability to post, I know that if I keep it up good things will come my way, I am not going to let Satan Detour me so easily, so if you think this blog might just be "to churchy" then it might not be the blog for you, and you should check out my other blogs

• Medical Blog: www.diagnosisunavailable.blogspot.com
  
• Mommy thoughts: www.mommysdashboardconfessions.blogspot.com
• Random Thoughts: www.thepottyblogger.blogspot.com
• Animal House: www.attheanimalhouse.blogspot.co,

but please also bare with me, remember, I am still new to this whole blogging thing, I don't quite have all the ins and outs of URLs, page formats, and what nots down yet, there is so much I have planned for this site I just can't quite get it all to come together like I want it to--anyhow, things are improving everyday, don't give up on me just yet